"I am stronger than I look but not as strong as I act."
"The secret of attraction is to love yourself. Attractive people judge neither themselves nor others. They are open to gestures of love. They think about love, and express their love in every action. They know that love is not a mere sentiment, but the ultimate truth at the heart of the universe."
Helpless and hopeless
It’s been one emotional weekend and of course it is the weekend before my two finals. I have cried so many tears the last twenty four hours, I have been so sick and heartbroken. My nieces are the reason for my major and why I want to help children and get my degree and get my masters. i want to protect them and children just like them in the future. But right now I feel so helpless. i have sat with my family and Stephen the last twenty four hours crying and begging for answers. i feel emotionally and physically exhausted. i just have a paper to write tonight and tomorrow. Then two finals which I haven’t bothered to study for. It’s hard to even sit with anyone other than my family and say what is going on because it is embarrassing that these people exist in the world and it’s embarrassing and awful that it exist within my circle, within my family. I love my nieces and I would do anything to protect them and I absolutely hate that I ignored my instinct this last month to visit and check up on them. Lord please send me a sign or a prayer, or help my family get through this. Give us one last fight, help us lord protect these beautiful helpless girls.
Why is our justice system so screwed up? Why can’t they protect those who need protecting? Why have they not helped us at all or protected my nieces from the hell they face?? Please whether you read this whole thing or not or you believe in god or not. Please say a prayer for my nieces that the justice system protects them and their wounds heal.